i'm crying my heart out

i'm not saying the word out loud
i'm not showing it out loud
but in my heart.
IM SCREAMING.
I MISS YOU.
AM I STUBBORN? OR ARE YOU AS WELL.
ONE WEEK I DID NOT TEXT YOU.
AND YOU DINT TEXT ME.
what the shit? am i that easy for you to forget.
SO I AM THE EFFING FOOL??
DEDAMN! i threw my ego away and text you.
BAPAK SENGAL MCM CIPAN KAU TAK REPLY KAN KAN?
vavi vutuh semua mau keluar. haih
EFF IT WEH. DEDAMN EFF IT.

m*&^ %^%$r^ I%^&$ Z!@$$%#&n