latihan muet

well, as the tittle says, i have to brush up on my English a bit.
it has been a while since i practically wrote a full essay in English.
what hurts the most, is i cant be a fluent as i used to be.
usually, it took me about only an hour to finish a factual essay.
2 max for a good story. but yesterday, i tried the essay topics for muet.
and, oh my. i could finish a paragraph with writing complete bullshit.
it scares me you know. i was so good in these stuffs.
i love the debates i used to go.
all my passion was taken away because i chose the path of foundation in science.
i hope the choice was right.
if it wasn't. i would feel more than devastated because all my English passion has fade away. and without a doubt, that my eagerness in having a say, was diminished as well.

me and my friends! rinduuuu.

well, my mom did ask me, when she figured out my results.
are you sure you're okay with this asasi? or do you want to go to ipg?
well, my heart was yelling out loud to go to ipg. i was actually smiling.
but, my mind. it was saying, you can fight for this. you never gave up.
no matter how hard the situation was, you never ran away. you just gave time.
yes, that was my glorious past. but i kinda need that to make me strong!
so, no, i'm not giving up on asasi. but i'll think about taking teaching after asasi.


well, back to muet. shit man, i haven't done much of an exercise except for the essay writing.
damn, it's scary. well. i'm kinda distracted right now. this week post will all be in english.
so, wait for it. :) haha. tuddles peeps. :) xoxo

dulu kat hksbp kebangsaan. :)