bored

yeah. things are pretty slow between you and me.
i feel the distance. but i don't know what to do.
i'm busy with my life and your pretty much busy with yours.
meeting these new people, and being around them most of the time made me realise.
a lot of things about you.
things that made me feel that you are a bad choice for me.
i've lost the spark we once had.
but still, ily.
but i can't imagine what would happen between us.
is this just a relapse of time.
or is it just that i've seen good and better, that i see the flaw in you.
you act to me like you've never change. it pisses me off more and more from time to time.
i don't want to be sarcastic to you, i don't want to be mad at you.
but, get a clue. if i said no, then that means no.
don't make me feel pressured by you.
and don;t make me hate you.
i dont want to lose you. but i dont want to suffer being with you & waiting for you
lot of love, :) imy i missed us.