PENANG

as much as im tempted to meet up with my dearest friends.
as much as i miss penang too much.
i have got to say that penang i'm going to dissapoint you.
i can't come home this time.
i have to regain my studies as to what i did throughout the month.
MENYESAL DAHULU PENDAPATAN, MENYESAL KEMUDIAN TIADA GUNANYA.
so, yeah. i'm not going home.
nak study betul betul.
saya rasa sangat down pasal saya tak faham dah lecuturer ajar apa.
maths pon dah tunggang langgang.
i dont want to dig my own grave.:(
at least, i get to meet my family this weekend.
that should ease up myself. :0


anyway anyhow.
i have to redeem what i din't perfom.
i want revenge.
i'm dissapointed and embarassed with myself.
NAD, ur right, i can do it.
i can be strong. i wont give up.
KAWAN KAWAN, remind me that i'm strong enough to be back on top.
and not A FAILURE ANYMORE.
coz, in this moment, i feel that i'm a complelte FAILURE. :(