ignorance is a bliss

it's so not me for declining a lunch with people i love.
but, i did.
i wasn't in the greatest mood to be with you guys.
doing what i always do during lunch breaks.

maybe it's called bitter heart. :) yeah, maybe

i'm always this dramatical. and yeah, i'm always this stubborn.
i ignored my beloveds talking to me,
even when fik asked me to get over it. i just couldn't.

well, my mind only works on my way.
and if i said no, then it's a no.


i'm pretty sure things will be awkward after this.
but, i care not. cause i'll be less with my beloveds.
as much as i love them, i do love my future.

i'm through pleasing others. and wanting to be always there.
for a change, since i'm once not there.
might as well always not be there.
myabe i'll have more ME time.
and less smiling, laughing and chitchatting time.
and less bitchy perhaps?

it might be a good change.

hey, i'm good at ignoring.
maybe that's my problem.
when i don't like something, i ignore.

well. i want to just LET IT BE,