what happens if you fall down and there's no end to it.
what if you don't know how to get back up.
or you just don't have the faith to be climbing up again.

what if you're tired of trying to fix things going back to normal.
or being the excellent.

what if i'd give up.
what if i've fallen crushing and being the worse?
how am i supposed to cope with it.


i'm scared. let me take this break, a day.
and i'll get back on track. probably.

but i can't do it alone. somebody, please guide me.