awak, saya tak okay.

i'm so scared of dissapointing everyone
and especially myself again.

i am working my ass off.
but i don;t know if its gonna be okay.
i'm cracking up bit by bit.

special thanks to him for giving me a bit of hope.
and telling me i'm gonna be okay.
i'm sorry for what happened dulu, but u'll always be the place where i become fragile. dunno why.

thanks to my sister, for giving me a bit of strength.

seriously, i am crying.
pasal rasa takut sgt tak sempat habis study.
yeah, i am freaking out.

i am scared i'll make my parents disappointed again.
like i did last sem when i was a complete failure.


tolong lah, bagilah aku kekuatan.
i want to be succesful.
and i wanna make my family proud of me.
i wanna be a pharmacist please.
so give me stregth...
adilah jangan breakdown please.
stop those tears. keep it cool :)


p/s : nape saye tak pernah mencari mereka taktala saya rasa down. random gila org saye choose utk tell that i'm actually not okay. :'(