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Thursday, June 2, 2011

out of the radarif your looking for me

for some of us,
they don't even mind me being out of the radar.
for some others it's just weird.

some think i'm just siollent because i'm working or something like the rest of us ex asasians.
mark my words. i'm not.
and no, i'm not taking pre med also. tak layak okay.

where am i? to those who really care and here and then text me.
they already know.
and to those who are considered as goodfriends of mine, but haven't made any recent check ups on me.
i think its time for you to ask ; personally

next : birthday issues. my birthday was simple.
not like how i'd celebrate every other person's birthday.

my birthday was full of tears.
i cried every hour because at that moment i was not strong.
i could not call those people that were so goddamn close to me coz they were working.
it was so so, sad. but i enlighten my mood a little bit pass then.
but, it was my worst birthday ever. because it hurt that bad.
not because nobody remembered. A LOT DID REMEMBER.
but, it was because i was hurt with myself. i was out of order on my birthday.


what am i doing next?
still gonna be out of radar for the next few months.
or at least until i'm settled.
which can take a few years.
jollyous as i am. this is just different.

i need them here. at least to give me some spirit and hope.
that i'm on the right path and i'm not a fool.

hey you out there.
i'm hanging on to be stronger. :)


beloved friends. if ur looking fo me. just text me. :)
i love you guys. never forget that. xoxo

skmh
smssmj
uitm PALAM
uitm BERTAM

a clue for all the people who cares for me out there. :)
blurted by on

14 comments:

  1. suffiakmalJune 3, 2011 at 3:23 PM

    shit gila anonymous ni babi la. kau asal tak puas hati dgn dia ?!

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  2. AnonymousJune 3, 2011 at 9:04 PM

    sebab dia perempuan paling JALANG dekat BERTAM!!
    FUCK OFF BITCH!!!

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  3. AnonymousJune 3, 2011 at 10:35 PM

    aiyooo..yg carot org ni lagi bittch kot!..
    org yg mulia xkan hina org laain..
    waah...mcm ckp dgn cermin jekaan..tahniaaah uolss..

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  4. adilah rahmanJune 3, 2011 at 10:40 PM

    oh really? setahu aku besties aku cares about me. n blog jela nak keep updated sesama kitorang. taktahu lak ade org yang xcare tapi bce blog aku and maki hamun aku. untung aku

    at least, sebodoh and desperate aku, aku try claim myself from mistakes yang aku penah buat.

    jalang? oh my, lelaki pon aku tak kawan. xpelah. mulut orang, aku xnak try jaga. mulut tempayan pon aku x jage.

    aku tahu aku tak baik beb, tpi aku x hambur org xtentu hala. and aku dah lama gila kot xcari pasal dengan sesiapa.

    SO SIAPA KAU? AKU BERMUSUH ZAMAN BILE MEH?
    apa pun, aku minta maaf laa sebab aku tidak matang dulu dan buat apa apa yang bagi si anonymous sakit hati. mmg zaman dulu aku jahil and kejam. mintak halal apa aku belajar or makan minum sebelum ni kat hang.

    depa ajaq aku kat uitm ni, kalau buat salah ngn manusia mintak maaf. so, aku mintak maaf. aku nak start life baru. tapi kalau hang xmau maapkan and aku tatau sapa hang nak buat cemane enn? xpelah :)

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  5. adilah rahmanJune 3, 2011 at 10:49 PM

    oh ya. UITM BERTAM xde orang pon okay. HAHA. mcm mne aku menjalang kat sane? oh my. tak paham aku

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  6. AnonymousJune 3, 2011 at 11:12 PM

    sapa dok mengata kt org nescaya dia sndri la barua anjing..adilah,buat sempoi ja..org mcm h g toksah dok layan sgt..ne lah manusia,dengki ble org lbh dr apa yg dia ada..jora siyee

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  7. UnknownJune 3, 2011 at 11:13 PM

    anonymous: tolong la bro.. nak kutuk pun biar bertempat.. face to face ke.. bukan kat sini.. danla anonymous.. kalau berani tunjuk la sapa.. bukan nak buat semua orang marah kat kau macam ni.. bagi diorang tambah dosa ja.. kalau nak kutuk, jangan buat di belakang nama anonymous.. at least tampil ke hadapan la.. kau maki2 ni kau dapat pahala ke?

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  8. Shikin SshiJune 3, 2011 at 11:36 PM

    Hey Anon 1st. Awat dengan mulut hang tu. Berani2 nya mengutuk gf ku.

    Beb. Kalau tak puas hati tak payah la nak maki beb. Kau da kenal dia 19 tahun ke sesuka kau cakap macam tu? Dia buat ape je kat kau sampai kau nak maki dia cam tu? Agak2 la. Nak maki dlm hati sudah.

    Well aku kawan dia, ko nak kata aku kikis harta dia la macam tu? well kalau kau betul2 kenal dia, dia tak seburuk apa yang ko pk okay.

    n pasal dia masuk diploma tu. biarlah dia. hak dia. DUIT MAK BAPAK DIA. cita-cita dia. masa depan dia. Kau da cukup hebat ke nak cakap org macam tu?? Even kalau kau belajar tinggi mana tapi perangai kau macam ni, lebih teruk dari orang takde ilmu tau tak?

    Tuhan bagi kau mulut n akal bukan untuk maki orang.

    Kalau kau benci gila ngan dia just go. xpayah kawan ngan dia tak payah nak ambil tau pasal dia tak payah nak maki2 dia.

    Pelis la. Aku tak suka orang lain kutuk kawan aku tak bertempat. And kata2 kau memang melampau gila. Dia perempuan la weyh. Ada hati ada perasaan.

    Aku malas nak marah orang macam kau. sebab orang macam kau ni yang PATHETIC GILA. Bila kau maki orang, sama je macam kau bukak kelemahan kau sendiri. So no point kalau aku nak marah orang macam kau. Aku tumpang simpati.

    Kalau dia ada buat someting yang menyakitkan hati kau, maaf kan la dia. Kadang2 kita tak perasan perlakuan kita tu menyakitkan hati org lain. macam la kau tak pernah sakitkan hati orang lain. kan?

    Aku juz nak kau fikir baik2 apa yang kau cakap. Tq.

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  9. M. I. ArieffJune 3, 2011 at 11:47 PM

    Hak hak hak, so funny.

    Haterz tapi baca blog you, so funny u know haha.

    tak rase mcm die obses dgn u ke rather than hate you,

    or jealous? HAHAHAHHA

    what a failure to be a haterz

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  10. nonaJune 4, 2011 at 12:14 AM

    oh my god! bapak kau pandai gile nak kutuk orang. kau belaja mana seh?

    emak, dia jeles emak fofular kat bertam ke?kehkehkeh.

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  11. AnonymousJune 4, 2011 at 12:21 AM

    ???

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  12. adilah rahmanJune 4, 2011 at 12:44 AM

    yeay byk anonymous

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  13. suffiakmalJune 4, 2011 at 8:08 AM

    mengong kan, biarlah dia sebitch mana pon, kau asal nak anonynomous. contact la adilah ni depan2, cakap ape salah dia, biar dia mintak maaf kat kau.TU DIA DAH MINTAK MAAP. sudahla wei.berderau aku baca komen kau.

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  14. Ibnu SalehJune 4, 2011 at 10:04 AM

    anonymous 1, i don't wanna say much since my other friends have said it for me. but then, please, please don't be such a jerk. it's clear that you are the one being pathetic here. i'm not sure if you know her that well, but that doesn't give you such licence to condemn her here & there. i plead you to put some limits to your stupidity & be mature enough to go & meet her face to face if there's any dissatisfaction you have of her. you're messing with the wrong person, buddy. this thing can be settled fair & square, but you sure are foolish enough to choose the hard way of doing things. i wonder where do you learn your manners. or maybe you just don't have one at all? ohhh i didn't say it. your comments did. actions speak louder than words, i must say.

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