usually i'm always the one that survives anywhere i go
make friends, laugh out loud. being loud

but here. it's all missing.
every single night i'm crying and falling apart.
i miss my friends so much.
it's not that hard here.
but i'm sad.
i know this sound pathetic.
but i'm sad. countless nights when i hear the song stay
i would cry.
esp remembering my friends.
yeah, i think i'm depressed.

jana thanks for your support, nona thanks for the blog post.
but this time i'm not strong.
cant stop the countless nights of crying