emotions all over me!

how do i face this.
late night msg, morning msg.
do u know, that if u keep on msging me.
my emotions change?
i'll feel bonded to u.
i'll feel the need for u.
i know u don't want that situation from me.
don't be too close to me.
i'm just, bad at having relationships.
bad at giving advises.
this is shit.
we can't do this.
i'm too great to be a pal.
i know im good at being a friend.
seriously, i do.
coz every guy turns out to be a friend to me.
but, i hate doing this.
keeping my feelings. from you, on you.
but i have to.
over and over again.
this is harsh.
i just have to face it.
and go with the flow.


emotions all over me!
behead me now!




someone kill me now!
i do not like this feeling!