hello :)

hey everyone. i think it has been ages since i wrote anything here. last was my birthday and it wasn't much.

well, now that i have a bit of time ( minus my lazy - ness of doing my first draft for my academic paper ) might as well write something up. my English is getting rusty day by day. I lack writing and using it to the extend of really practicing English.

so, i am in my third semester already ! *cheers to that !* one more semester and i am going to have practicals. as if my ongoing practicals aren't as much yet ! making creams, gels, ointments, elixir.. and i thought it was easy as abc. the most complicated part is ensuring the consistency you know ! ingat masak lemak cili padi je ke kita kena pastikan lemak tak pecah ?? haha.

anyways, since sem 3 subject are a bit nerve wrecking, i've been through the most crucial two weeks, EVER. studied like every day. literally had test every day. i thought i was going crazy soon enough. dahla dengan banyak appointments berbuka puasa kena penuhi, yela, janji ditepati kan ? where can janji melayu ! haha.other than my ongoing studies that alhamdulillah hasn''t turned me into a complete zombie ( thanks to ongoing series and pokemon games ) my life is pretty much the way it is.

oh yeah, recently people close to me have lost their moms. al fatihah and may the soul rest in peace. but i feel that its unfair if some people make it as an excuse to be someone you hate. i don't know how painful it is to really lose someone you love eternally. i've just lost people i love due to drifting apart. losing them for a whole lifetime would be unbearable and unthinkable. but bear in mind, there are still people around you that loves you and cherish you. losing one makes you stronger, and makes you open your eyes better to the ones around you. not making you distant and annoying may i say ?

okay enough bout  that. So, i haven't being paying attention to some of my friends, i do not have time to scroll my twitter timeline and also my blog list. and i'm sorry for that. especially my besties FERA, SZEN, AFIQ, SUFFI , FIKRI. i apologize so so much for not keeping up with you guys. will do when i have free time on my hand . and free internet ! harhar.

i'm living in a small community and rarely lepak anymore. life is so serious, so i apologize for not going hu haa for everyone, and that i have paid attention to certain people only. berbuka with schoolmates and diploma mates are all i have made it so far, to tell you the truth, berbuka dengan family baru sekali aje, padahal rumah dekat. see how busy life is ? ok lah.. gtg :) see you guys in next post, WHENEVER it comes :D 

xoxo

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