growing up and saying goodbyes

We usually like to hold on to old memories. nice memories. memories that makes you smile and laugh just like that.. every single thing in life comes with memories. childhood, school, boarding school, university, 1st crush ,1st break up.. it goes on and on. and sooner or later, we have to realize to say goodbye to people from those memories. growing up, everything has ending. fun, happiness, sadness. there would be an ending to every feeling we have. it can be a short while, a long while or maybe permanently...

My childhood memory, the one i treasure so much because i haven't been lingering around it that much. i spent a great lot of time with my high school friends, i merely say hi to my best friends during my primary school years. and i regret that. from the bottom of my heart. cause i can't really reconnect with that as we grew apart. its sad.

what's the most saddening part of it is my best friend from toddlers years is moving out of Penang. wait, she actually left Penang a long time already. but she still kept her house. now that she sold the house, there's no coming back. its sad. i felt my heart dropped for a while there. we used to be so close. playing panjat pokok lah, sikat rambut lah, try to tangkap burung lah. kahwin kahwin lah. we lasted 9 years being close, and continued or a further frriendship. but its okay since we occasionally tegur each other. but how will we meet ? the last time i met her was at her foundy, lari macam cerita hindustan tau nak peluk ! Aisyah Liyana, ily. :) masak nasi goreng laa kat rumah time kanak2 riang. now imma pro at cooking ! *batuk kejap

that's just one of my friends, the one that i regularly keep in check with. how bout those that i was a part of their lives for a great time, and simply forgot to ask how are you and its been a long time. i'm actually ashamed to ask them how are they doing cause i'm afraid one day they'll ask, who are you? i'm so scared friends wont remember me the way i remember them. or that they think i'm not worth saying hi because we weren't even that close. 

so, to all my friends out there. either we've met for a short while, a century being friend together, or just chit chat for 10 minutes.. stay in touch. appreciate each other. we'll never know where we are going to wind up, and when is the next time we're going to meet each other. even if we're a million miles apart, knowing you and being friends with you, i hope it never fades.

never forget to say hi to friends around you, cause we'll never know when to say goodbye as we are separated miles apart or separated eternally. every hello has a goodbye. its how we cherish every hello and goodbyes that keeps us moving as be happy :)

xoxo  

p/s : finals is over people ! time too partayyyy horayh! just joking. time to lose weight. again. lol